Joss Collen Exposes His Raw Lyrics Before the Song Drops - 100% Raw Own Energy Song Idea + Personal Updates

Exposing my raw lyrics before the full polished song drops

Lately, I’ve been diving deep into hip hop and rap, going through tracks by some of my biggest inspirations—Eminem, Kendrick Lamar, and a few other legends. I’ve been listening to the way they tell stories, the raw emotion they put into their bars, and the sheer energy they bring. It’s powerful stuff. And after a few days of listening, I felt this fire in my own head—a vibe that I need to create something from my own life, my own thoughts, my own energy. Something authentic. Something gangsta. Something me.

Now, let me be real for a second. A lot of people online are quick to judge or doubt. They say things like, “He’s using AI to write his lyrics” or “This isn’t really his work.” Honestly, that kind of stuff can be frustrating. But here’s the thing—this post is my proof of authenticity. Everything I’m about to share is 100% my raw idea. I haven’t polished it, I haven’t sung it, I haven’t even found the right instrumental yet. This is me putting it out in the open, straight from my mind to the world.

Some people think AI can replace creativity. It can’t. AI can only help polish, format, or correct things. It can’t create the raw energy, the emotion, or the experiences that shape lyrics like mine. My thoughts, my life, my stories—that’s something no AI could ever replicate. These are my words, my pain, my transformation, my energy.

The Concept

The idea came to me like a flash. I imagined a good guy turning into a cold-blooded criminal. Someone who once cared, who trusted people, who maybe got played or underestimated. And through the process of betrayal, pain, or just life itself, he evolves—or maybe devolves—into something darker. Someone with no regrets, no remorse, no hesitation. A stone-hearted figure walking through chaos, thrill, and danger.

It’s a gangsta rap vibe, yes—but it’s also a story. It’s a journey of transformation, of growing hardened by life, of becoming someone who owns their power, even if it’s dangerous. That’s the theme that shaped my chorus and verse.

The Lyrics

Here’s the raw part I’ve written so far. Keep in mind—this is unpolished. There may be lines that need tweaking, words that could flow better. But everything here is mine:

🎤 Verse 1

Started my journey as a good guy,

People used me and treated me like a toy.

I moved on thinking it's just life's process,

Now all of them resting in my closet.

🎤 Chorus

Just chill baby

I'm a bad guy only knows to kill baby

I'm all over the news, I like the thrill baby

You just sit and relax, take a chill pill baby

The verse tells the backstory. The chorus hits the mood—the raw gangsta energy, the thrill, the cold-blooded vibe. I can already imagine the beat that could go with this—something heavy, cinematic, dark, but also raw enough that the lyrics cut through. But here’s the thing—I haven’t found that beat yet. That’s part of why this song is still unfinished.

Why I’m Sharing This Now

I could have kept this idea private, worked on it quietly, polished it, then released it. But I decided to share it publicly now for one reason: to document my own creative process. And also, to put it out there for anyone who ever doubts me.

This is my work. This is my energy. This is my song, created from my life and my thoughts, before anyone or anything else touches it. Later, yeah, I might use AI tools to help with formatting, phrasing, or grammar—but that’s only to refine what I already created. It doesn’t replace my creativity. It doesn’t replace my experience, my perspective, or my story.

By sharing this now, I’m also inviting you—my fans, my readers, anyone curious—to see the raw process. To see the energy before it gets polished, before it’s recorded, before it’s released. This is the real me. This is the foundation of the next song I’m going to drop.

My Vision for This Track

I want this song to feel like a story-driven hip hop track. Not just about gangsta vibes for the sake of it, but about transformation, thrill, and raw emotion. Imagine the verses painting a picture of betrayal, frustration, and growing hardened. The chorus hits like a release of energy—bold, dangerous, unapologetic.

The beat? I’m looking for something cinematic. Something that makes you feel like you’re in the scene. Heavy bass, some eerie melodies, maybe subtle cinematic layers. It needs to carry the story and the mood without overpowering the lyrics. That’s the challenge I’m facing now—and why the song isn’t finished yet.

Why It Matters

Sharing this now isn’t just about stopping doubters. It’s about honesty in art. It’s about showing the creative journey. So often, people only see the finished product—the polished track, the professional recording, the final lyrics. But that’s not where the magic happens. The magic happens inside your mind, in those raw moments of inspiration, when the words, the story, and the energy come together before anyone else touches it.

This is a reminder—to me and to anyone reading—that art is human. AI, tools, beats, mixers—they all help, but they don’t create the soul of the song. That comes from the artist.

Next Steps

Once I finish this song, it’s going to be my next official release. That’s right—this raw idea, this verse and chorus, is what’s coming next from me. So if you’re following my journey, stay tuned.

And I want to hear from you too.

Do you vibe with the verse and chorus?

Should I continue building this track into a full song?

What kind of instrumental would you imagine with this? Heavy cinematic? Minimal raw? Somewhere in between?

Your feedback might spark ideas I haven’t thought of. Your comments could shape the direction of the verses, the flow, the beat.

Final Thoughts

So yeah—this is my raw energy, my story, my lyrics. Documented publicly, not polished, not recorded. Just straight from me. Later, I may refine, I may format, I may improve—but the soul of this song is mine.

I’m sharing this for all the fans, all the doubters, and anyone curious about my process. 

And one more thing I'm gonna share all my journey step by step Like,

how I'm getting idea to and write my chorus and verses?

How do I produce my song?

How do I distribute and all?

So yeah follow me my journey more like an artist journey and maybe you'll learn somthing or maybe someday someone would learn from this and my journey could help you or them so yes.

This is Joss Collen, creating music my way, with my life, my energy, and my story in every line.

So, what do you think? 

Should I finish this track and bring this gangsta energy to life, or leave it as a raw concept? Let me know in the comments.