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"I Was Wrong” — A Tribute to the One Who Always Stood By Me | By Joss Collen

Life has a way of teaching us lessons too late. Sometimes, we only realize the value of a person after they’re no longer around. That’s the story behind my upcoming song “I Was Wrong” — a heartfelt tribute to my grandmother, the one person who never gave up on me, even when I was too childish to see it. 💔 The Heart of the Song My grandmother wasn’t just family — she was a force of love and protection. While the world seemed to turn against me, she was the one who stood by my side. She fought for me, defended me, and believed in me when no one else did. Yet, in my youthful mischievousness, I didn’t always understand her value. I made fun of her sometimes — of her age, her habits, the little things that now feel like precious memories. I didn’t see the countless sacrifices she made. I didn’t realize how rare it is to have someone who truly loves you without conditions. “I Was Wrong” was born out of this realization — a mix of regret, nostalgia, and hope. A song that carries the words I ...
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1.My First Day as A Blogger

STARTING OF MY LIFE JOURNEY!!

So today,
March 21, 2025 – I don’t even know what I’m doing here, but here I am. I just found this blogging thing, and after a little research (aka scrolling through the internet), I realized that I’ve spent the last four years wasting time on trends, chatting, and mindless scrolling.

I’ve always wanted to be a comedian because I love making people laugh. And people do laugh at my jokes, my humor, and my acting… but instead of calling me funny, they call me mental, psycho, crazy boy, and a bunch of other names. Because of that, I was always scared to talk to real people. Maybe that’s why I never had a friend growing up.

I spent most of my time alone, wishing I had someone who truly understood me. Not even my family really got me. Then, on June 3, 2021, at exactly 6 PM, my life changed—I got my first phone. My dad gave me money for it, but of course, it was “only for studying.” No gaming, no distractions. My parents still regret that day.

   This is first photo of my phone showing off to my friend 😂, The smile is natural hapiness of first time having my own phone.

Was it the right decision? I don’t know. But at that time, I was lonely, and getting a phone was the best thing that had ever happened to me. Suddenly, I could meet new people from around the world—Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat, even some random Chinese apps. I made a lot of online friends… and, of course, girlfriends too.

And believe it or not, when I first came online, I was like a clueless baby who knew nothing. People thought my humor was on another level—but they didn’t realize it wasn’t my humor. It was just my real questions guys😂😂,

Looking back, my online life was full of surprises—some good, some bad, and some just straight-up weird. But did it really help me, or did it make things worse? I’ll talk about that next.

That's enough for today I'm done writting man, if you really interested bout reading my story then see you next time,on my next blog take care 😉!!







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